Showing posts with label The waiting IS the hardest part.... Show all posts
Showing posts with label The waiting IS the hardest part.... Show all posts

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

No one told me...

So...Im a senior at Utah State and this is my last semester before I student teach. Honestly, I had heard that this semester would be intense, but that is an understatement of how I really feel. Every day I sit in two classes that are 3 hours and 15 minutes long, and some days, (ok let's be honest, most days) I leave class feeling so overwhelmed that I want to cry a little. I've narrowed down some reasons for why this might be...
One reason is that I think that for the first time in my life, I feel like I am doing what I was meant to do. That puts an amazing amount of pressure on me to be the best. Two, I already know that I am super competetive, but I have found that I am really hard on myself, too. I'm my own most critical judge, and that isn't so good sometimes. And three, I just really want to be done. I'm honestly a little tired of where my life is right now. I want some stability. All I can say is that Tom Petty is a genius...the waiting IS the hardest part...ha ha...